Chapter 9

It was a girl

The girl: ahlen 7bebi

Me: 7bebik?

The girl: meen enti?

Me: 7bebta

The girl: esh?

Me: 97 eli sm3teh

The girl: kef 7bebta?

Me: men enti?

The girl: 3adi t36enyah?

Me: la tklmena mara thania ha

I hung up and i went out of the room 

Then 3abdalla came and hugged me from the back

Me: etrkni!

3abdalla: wsh fek?

Me: slamtk

Then i walked and he held my hand..

Me: gltlk etrkni

3abdalla: wsh swet lk ana?

Me: es2l 7bebtk

3abdalla: ma fhmt.

Me: la tfhm

I went to the room 

And cried to sleep

Then i woke up on the sound of lamo

Lamo: lesh nayma al7en

Me: lamo etrkeni

Lamo: wsh fek z3lana :o

Me: 3abdalla 6l3 player

Lamo hugged me...

Lamo: don't think of it that way w tz3leni think of it ena it's one heart break away from finding the perfect guy

Me: bs knt a7sba ho the perfect guy

Lamo: he is not

Me: but i want him to be

Lamo: 3aad ana mo magician wela kan 5leta the perfect guy

I giggled

Me: gd gltlk gad esh a7bk

Lamo: mo lazm l2ni wathga enik t7beni

Me: shut up

Then i washed my face and went outside 

Lamo: esm3i lw jak esfheh

Me: okay

Then after a few minutes he came..

3abdalla: halah 

I ignored

3abdalla: halah esm3eni

I ignored him again

3abdalla: goleli wsh fek wallah bswi ay shy 3shan afr7k

Me: etrkni

3abdalla: ma agdr atrkk w enti z3lana

3abdalla: bl29l ma agdr atrkk abad..

3abdalla: goleli 6yb 

Me: okay... Lma rdet 3la jwalk rdt 3lai bnt w galat ana 7bebta.....

3abdalla:...

Chapter 8

From haifa it was a voice note of her and 3abdalla talking about me...

Haifa: 3abdalla

3abdalla:halla

Haifa: ent t7b halah 97?

3abdalla: 97 

Haifa: taraha m5awya 3ial kther w y3ni agolk l'm9l7tk

3abdalla: ammma 3aad

Haifa: la t9dgni

I felt a tear escape my eye....how could she do this!

I have to stop this right now!... so i climed up the window and i went running to them 

And i saw haifa hugging him...i froze cause i don't know what to do

Then 3abdalla looked at me...

3abdalla: HALAH *he shouted* 

I ignored him

Then while i was walking someone put his hand on my sholder 

Lfet...kan 3abdalla

3abdalla: wsh fek z3lana 3lai

Me: mo z3lana 3lek

3abdalla: galatli haifa 3nk ashya2 

Me: klha k4b

3abdalla: adri a9lan ma 9dgt'ha

Me: okay 

3abdalla: bayn enik z3lana bsr3a goli wsh fek

Me: 3abdalla mo z3lana!

3abdalla: aaaaa ana 3rft lesh

Me:lesh?

3abdalla: 3shank shfteni a5m haifa 

Me: ee 97 shftk bs mo z3lana l2na were not together a9lan.

He didnt say a word

Me: 97?

Still nothing came out

Me: 3abdalla jawb 

3abdalla: y3ni ma adri wsh agol ana a7bk mnb mk4b 3lek

Me: bss..

He intrupted

3abdalla: gbl ma tgolenli esh eli by5rb bena w ke4a bs wdi agolk asf e4a z3ltk w inshalla ma az3lk mara thania...

I intrupted

I hugged him 

3abdalla : y5ti wallah a7bk

CUUTTEEE :')

Me: w ana b3d 

So the day went by normally i went to bed and i woke the next day and wore white shorts with a grey cropped sweater and grey toms then i wore my braclets and stuff then went out and i saw 3abdalla's room mate rakan

Me: umm rakan shft 3abdalla?

Rakan: ee naim 

Me: aa okay

Rakan: tben tgwmena?

Me: 3adi?

Rakan: ee 6b3an 

Then he gave me the key to their room and i went there 

Me: 3abdalla

3abdalla: haaa? *he said with a sleepy voice*

me: yalla goom

He didn't answer

So i sat on him and he started playing and tickeling me 

And i kept laughing 

3abdalla: blbs w bji okay?

Me: okay

3abdalla: la tro7en stni hena

Me: okay 

Then when he went to change his phone rang

Me: 3abdalla jwalk yrn *i shouted*

3abdalla: rdi

I answered and it was....

Chapter 7

As i was opening the candles.......
I accidentally burned my hair :(
It was burned till my ear so i had to cut it......
Scince we had a day off...might as well go cut my hair.
So me and lamo and 3abdallah went to cut it and as i was sitting down and getting ready for a hair cut ...we started talking then the women came and started cutting it i closed my eyes cause i don't wanna see my hair changing then i felt someone's hand holding mine
I opened my eyes and it was 3abdalla
I smiled
3abdalla: la t5afen 6al3 7lw 3lek
Me: wallah?
3abdalla: wallah
Then when i was done i looked at myself in the mirror and i was like a diffrent person...i've never seen my hair so short!( g9eta boy)
Lamo: halah mara 7lw 3lek mshala!
Me: shukram
Then we went back to the camp
And guess who was still there? Haifa
Haifa: g9eti sh3rk!
Me: la bs elfar ja akla
Haifa: lesh g9eti ya '3bia
3abdalla: wsh 3lek mnha!
Haifa: kan 7lw mnzman
3abdalla: w al7en a7la
Haifa: 6yb bsmella asfa...
Then when she left 3abdalla looked at me
3abdalla: ma 3lek mnha wallah 7lw
Me: shukran
3abdalla: shofi ana baro7 atrwsh al7en..e4a 5l9t wen algak?
Me: bl'3rfa
3abdalla: okay
So me and lamo went the room...
Me: lamo
Lamo: smi
Me: ttwg3en ho 9dg y7bni?
Lamo: tsthblen do you see the way he looks at you!
Me: ee bs fe moshkela
Lamo: wosho?
Me: baba..
Lamo: wsh feh?
Me: b3yy 3lai a9er m3 3abdalla if he saw me he would kill me tdren!
Lamo: oooo 977
Me: esh aswi
Lamo: don't tell him?
Me: ttwg3en i can get away with it?
Lamo: 100% yes
Me: okay
Lamo: ana b6l3 btjen?
Me: b'3yr mlabsi w ke4a b3den bji...
So i took a shower and got dressed in a yellow knitted sweater and jeans and grey uggs and i wore my braclets and stuff then i opened the door and it was locked..
I tried opening it many times but it didn't work
I called lamo but el'3bia nst jwlha hena..
I called 3abdalla...he wouldnt answer
So i called haifa ma lgeet le 7l ela k4a
But she also didn't answer.
Then a got a message.....
From..

Chapter 6

3abdalla went somewhere and as soon as he left..haifa ra7at ttmel7 m3 3ial thanien
Lamo: wsh t7s feeh!
Me: mara!
So lets skip a few days
I haven't talked to haifa scince we had the argument
Then when i was sitting doing some homework they gave us.....3abdalla came
3abdalla: halah 97?
Me: ee
My heart was beating so fast!
3abdalla: ga3da tktben el homework 97?
Me: ee lesh?
3abdalla: 3adi lw g3dt m3ak?
Me: ee akeed
YEESSSSSSS!!!!!!
3abdalla: mbso6a hena?
Me: ee el7amdella w ent?
3abdalla: w ana b3d el7amdella
Then suddenly we both looked into each others eyes
Then....haifa came
Haifa: e7mmmm
3abdalla: aa haifa ahlen
Haifa: ahlan...7bebi mta bt9l7li el laptop 7gi?
7bebi?! Mn mta
3bdalla: mta ma tben
Haifa: al7en?
3abdalla: ana msh'3ol al7en
Haifa: yoooo ghr
3abdalla: bye...
OH MY GOD...gal bye l'haifa y3ni gl3ha!
Haifa: bye
3abdalla: nshba est'3fr allah
Me: hmakm "together"
3abdalla: la weeeen!
Me: shftk 7a6 ydk 7olha
3abdalla: aaaaa 3shan he daf3tli 3shan tbi bnt t'3ar bs 3yat tgoli men
My face was like :O
Me: tsthbl 97!!
3abdalla: la wallah...lesh?
Me: never mind
3abdalla: okay
So the day went by normally and we all went to sleep then i woke up the next morning...
Lamo: today is my birthday!!
Me: Happy birthday
Lamo: lazm tjebonli cake
Me: akeed
So i got dressed and went outside w 3abdalla was there..
3abdalla: hala walla f'my study partner
I laughed
Me: ahlen
3abdalla: kefk
Me: kwaisa...3ndk elyom off b3d 97?
3abdalla: ee..wsh btswen elyom
Me: el'birthday 7g 9degti w bjeblha cake
3abdalla: aji m3k?
Me: tbi?
3abdalla : ee
So the day went by and we got the cake w klshy b3den when we got it to her the most tarrible thing happend!

Chapter 5

.....
3abdallah had his arm around haifa!
How could that happen :'(
Haifa only did this cause she knew that i'm gonna get jealous....i hate her!
Then i caught her looking at me.....i gave her a look that said "your so dead to me" and i felt my eye watering up so i went back to lamo in the room...
Me: lamo t5yle haifa el7agera wsh swt!!
Lamo: wosho?
I almost cried
Lamo: la ykon eli ga3da afkr feh!
Me: 3abdalla?
Lamo: ee! Amana ra7t 3nda?
Me: he is putting his arm around her :)
Lamo's face was like :O
Me: wallah
Lamo hugged me
That's when i Cried completely!
Lamo: 3adi 3adi  6l3i eli bglbk 9e7i zy ma tben
Me: lesh el7gara eli feha y3ni lazm tswi shy 3shan tghrni!
Lamo: '3airana mnk
Me: ee mara
Then after the whole drama thing i washed my face then went outside and i didn't look or talk to her
Then after 2 hours she came...
Haifa: ahlen halah
Me: ahlan
Haifa: kefk?
Me: kwaisa w enti kefk
I "ACTED" like i didnt care but i was broken from the inside..
Haifa: el7amdella kwaisa...elyom mafi activities 97?
Me: ee free day
Haifa: wsh raykm n6l3..ana w enti w lamo
Me: la tsmenha lamo w mnzenk wallah ma a6l3 m3k!
Yes ladies and gentlemen i completely lost my calmness
Haifa: hw wsh fek faj2a?
Me: la wala shy :)
Haifa: la goli
Me: la mafeni shy bs my room mate ra7t to my crush w 9art "5wyta"
Haifa: 7ram?
Me: do you even have a heart!
Haifa: ee i do
Me: ashkk :)
Then i left and went to our group
I sat next to lamo on the floor because we were watching some people acting...
But i kept looking at haifa and 3abdalla
And lamo saw me looking at them
Lamo: halah grow up 5la9 he is not worth it
Me:......he is
Lamo: welllll he is a bit cute
I giggled
Me: a bit?
Lamo: really cute!
Me: well he doesn't even know i exists
lamo: a7snlk 9dgeni
Then after 10 minutes i saw something that made me wanna cut haifa to pieces!!

Chapter 4

So the day went by and we went to bed.
I woke up the next morning on the sound of lamo waking me up...
Lamo: halah yala gomi...bsr3a 6fsht w ana agwmk
Me: 6yb engl3i 5leni anam
Lamo: tara btt25ren yala
Me: elsa3a km?
Lamo: sta
Me: ya thoor lesh mgwmtni sta??
Lamo: lazm 3shan lazm nkon m3 elgroup 7gna 6:30
Me: ufffff 6yb 5la9 gmt
So i woke up and took a shower then wore white shorts with the green t-shirt they gave us( we have to wear it) and my adiddas shoes then it was 6:20 so 6l3na w haifa was still sleeping?...i dont really care cause i don't like her.
Then they started choosing groups....w el7amdella ana w lamo nfs elgroup w haifa m3na w tgreban kleli m3na s3odien but a special guy caught me eye...tanned skin and pearly white teeth with dimples appearing every time he smiles..and his hair...PERFECT! Brown and short :')
I snapped my self out of it.
I was diying to know his name until his friend called him.....
3abdallah...even his name is perfect!
Okayyy back to reality!! A guy like him would have to be a player....so ma abi at3lg b27d zy ke4a.
Me: lamia shofi.... Elwalad eli labs grey sweatpants
Lamo: wsh feh?
Me: mara cute
Lamo gave me the straight face look
So the day went by normally nothing new we had fun and when it was 9:00 everyone went to their rooms.
Then suddenly mrs lamia wanted to play truth or dear w ma abi al3b m3 haifa cause bayn enha she is up to no good
Lamo: wsh raykm nl3b truth or dare?
Me: ummm la ana jani elnom
Lamo: n9aaba
I gave her the "shut up" look
Lamo: yala yala nl3b
So we started playing w ja 3la haifa w lamia
Haifa: truth or dare?
Lamo: truth
haifa: who is halah's crush?
3aaaad lamo akthar bnt honest bldnya!!
My face was like :O
Me: Lamia elflani tgolen wallah el3'6em yjek kff mob 9a7y!!
Lamia: halah 3adi
Me: la mo 3adi!
Lamia: 3abdallah
I shouted at her w '6rbt'ha
Haifa: OH my god eli m3ana ??
Me: la2
Lamia: ee
I gave lamia the "im gonna kill you" face
Lamia: 3adi everyone has to have a crush
Me: 5la9 forget it 5lena nro7 nnam
Lamo:ee okay
So i went to sleep and i woke up the next day..again lamo waked me up but this time hafa wasn't there....weird
Then i wore jeans and the t-shirt we have to wear and we went outside and i saw something that killed me!

Chapter 3

Lamo: gal la2!
Me: lesh!!
Lamo: ma adri 3na
Me: ghr! La b7awl feh
Lamo: ee 7awli feh
Me: yarabeeh nara ghr!
Lamo: amz7 gal eee!!
Me: klii zggg ya 7mara !!
I hugged her
Lamo: wallah eni good actor 97?
Me: 5lek sakta
So we started planing on what were gonna do and just getting excited
Lets skip 2 weeks cause nothing new happened.




I woke up on the sound of my mother waking me up...
Mama: haloli mama yala gomi 3shan ma tt25ren 3l'6yara
Me: okay
FINALLYYY!! Today is the day it all starts :')
I woke up and got dressed in pink wide tank top and jeans with my adiddas shoes and did my hair in a fishtale braid then went downstairs and said goodbye then went to the airport with baba
On our way i listend to music and i realized almost every song i have talks about love..so when will i find that perfect guy for me?
Then we got to the airport and lamo was waiting for me
I said goodbye to baba w  y3ni t3rfon eldramat eli t9er w ke4a mo lazm agolha
Then we went to the airplane
And when we took off we started talking
Lamo: wsh t7sen by9er b'ha4i elejaza?
Me: umm.. Ma adri enti?
Lamo: big changes!
Me: zy?
Lamo: sh56yatna... I dont know y3ni bs i have a feeling ena fe shya2 btt'3aiar
Me: i hope ena elashya2 eli btt'3yar tt'3yar ll27san
Lamo: enshalla
I smiled
Lets skip the whole plane thing cause nothing happened
So we got to the summer camp that was in a place just like the woods with rooms out if wood and stuff like that
So we got to our room me and lamo
There were 2 bunk beds so 4 people in one room
I took the bad that is up and lamo was under me and after half an hour a girl came in
The girl: ahlen
Me: ahlan
The girl: s3odyen?
Me: ee enti?
The girl: ee.... Ana esmi haifa
Me: aa ana Halah
Lamo: w ana lamia
The girl: tgrbon l'b3'6 ?
Me: la friends
Lamo: best frineds
Haifa: aa
You know when you meet someone and you know their up to something evil....well thats what i felt about her.....

Chapter 2

Me: ee asm3k
I didn't open my eyes cause i was in so mutch pain
Baba: haloli eft7i 3yonk lw sma7ti
Me: baba la ma agdr
Baba: yala halo 3shani..3shan at2kd ena ma feek shy
So i opened my eyes and i saw baba's face and the sky i had no idea what was going down
I'm laying down in the street and baba's face kla jro7...Accedent!
Then a guy from the ambulance helped me up and took me to there car..i touched my head and it was bleading then baba came and we went to the hospital
I had a check up w 5y6oli eljr7 w ke4a
W baba b3ad 5y6ola
Then when he finished he came and hugged me...
Baba: asf eni 3wrtk
Me: baba mo sbtk 3adi
Baba: ela lw eni mntbh akthar kan ma 9ar ke4a
Me: el7amdella ma 9ar shy
Then my uncle came and took us home
I called lamo
Me: hii lamoo
Lamo: wenk?
Me: lamo esm3i we had a car accedent w ke4a y3ni mara7 aji sorry
Lamo: n9aabaaa! 9arlkm shy?
Me: la el7amdella
Then baba called me...
Me: lamo bye baba ga3d ynadeni
Lamo: okay bye
Then i went to baba
Baba: tben tro7en l'lamo?
Me: 3adii??
Baba: ee 3mk yw9lk
Me: ee lw sama7t
Baba: ma y3wrk eljr7?
Me: la
Baba : okay ro7i
Me: shukran...ma tbeni ag3d m3ak lw tbi shy aw ke4a?
Baba: la 7bebti ro7i enbs6i
Cute baba :')
Me: okay
So i kissed his forhead and went with my uncle and called lamo
Me: lamo ana al7en jaya
Lamo: yaaaaaaaay wallah eni a7bk
Me: w ana b3d
So i hung up and i finally got to her house ...i thanked my uncle for driving me there.
And when i got inside slmt 3la ahlha w r7na '3rft'ha
W started talking ana talking
Lamo: eeeee 977 nset agolk enna fe summer camp f'California w ymkn aro7la baba by7awl ygn3 abok tjen m3ai e4a tbeen?
Me: akeed abii!!
Lamo: okay bgol l'baba
Me: t5yle nro7 wallah 3shan ykon a7la shy bl'7yat!
Lamo: alllaaaah mara fallah..w tara nnam hnak
Me: even better!
Lamo: enshalla ywafg
Me: enshalla...
Lamo: aro7 as2l baba al7en?
Me: okay
Lamo went to ask her father if he could convince my father to let me go...
Then she came back....
Lamo: baba klma
Me: w esh gal?
Lamo:.....

Chapter 1

Hey guys my name is Halah and i'm 17 so this is my senior year...i have brown wavy hair and big hazel brown eyes and i'm i bit tanned and not tall not short.





....: halah yala wake up lamo called 5 times she wants you and it is 1:30
Lamo is my best friend her real name is Lamia
Me: iff ya lissa ana 3ndi ejaza abi anaaaam etrkeni w e6l3i please!
She opened the curtains .
Me: 5la9 5la9 gmt....
Lissa: i will come after 5 minutes to check
Me: 6yb 6yb
So i picked up my phone from my side table
10 missed calls from lamo... 5 bbms..3 twitter mentions
So i called lamo...
Lamo: hala hala blzen kla
Me: lamo fe a7ad yklm elsa3a 1:30 w elnas nayma
Lamo: enti elwa7eda eli nayma ya bgra
Me: bsam7k 4el marra bs
Lamo: mnzenk la tsam7eni
Me: okay..
I hung up
Then one minute later..
Lamo: g63a mu7trma...!
Me: tben shy wela engl3i ya lamo mara feni elnom
Lamo: t3aleli elyom...nnbs6 m3 b3'6 w ng3d bara bljw el7lw...
Me: elmfro'6 an'3ri al7en?
Lamo: kli zg bss...yala t3ali
Me: okay bs2l baba
Lamo: w erj3i klmeni
Me: okay
So i went downstairs to baba where my brother sa3ad he is 20 and my sister nora who is 19 were
Sa3ad: n7sbk mtti 7sha kl4a noom?
Me: 5la9 ya sa3ad lamo twha m36ytni mu7a'6ra 3n elnom...baba 3adi aro7 3nd lamo
Baba: 6yb bs es2li omk awal
Me: s2ltk ykfi
Baba: la ro7i es2li
Me: okay
So i went to my mother in the garden
Me: 9ba7 el5air
Mama: 9ba7 elnor
Me: mama 3adi aro7 l'lamo?
Mama: ee bs 5li sa3ad ywdek 3shan elswag msh'3ol
Me: okay
Okay so sa3ad most7el ywdeni....
I went back to the living room
Me: sa3ad...
Sa3ad: la2
Me: wosho eli la2 lssa ma s2ltk
Sa3ad: ma yhmni ay shy tbena la2 mn al7en
Me: lw sama7t wdeni 3nd lamo
Sa3ad : la2 5la9
So we started arguing about it then..
Baba: 5la9 ana awdek
Me: shukran ya a7la abo bldnya!!
Baba: yala ro7i elbasi
Me: okay
So i went and wore my pink training with beige uggs and a white t-shirt then went to the car and called lamo
Me: lamo tarani bl6reg
Lamo: bynwr betna
Me: adri
Lamo: yala bye
Me: bye
So i took a nap in the car and i woke up on the sound of my father hitting my legs repeating  " halah 7bebti gomi...tsm3eni....halah...
and i felt some pain on my head.